Jana Kramer spends first Thanksgiving without kids after divorce: 'My heart hurts'

I’m beyond thankful for my beautiful babies,” 的 “Whine Down” 播客 shared Thursday on Instagram.My heart hurts not being with them today and I have a feeling whether it’s the first holiday apart or the 30th there will always be an ache in the heart.

Kramer, 37, added she’s trying to focus on the positive and howgrateful and thankful I am that I’m their momma.

Thinkin of all the others that are having a ‘first holiday of loss or missing’ or just a difficult time,” the singer concluded. “Let it out and then let’s eat and drink our feelings.

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Kramer echoed her feelings on her Instagram Stories and wrote, “感恩节快乐. I knew today was gonna be hard not having my kids but … there is a lot to be thankful for so trying to remember that.

Michael Caussin and Jana Kramer finalized their divorce in July.

Michael Caussin and Jana Kramer finalized their divorce in July. (迈克尔·特兰/电影魔术)

的 “One Tree Hillalum and Caussin, 34, announced their split in April after nearly six years of marriage. 在七月, they finalized their divorce. 他们共有两个孩子: Jolie Rae, 5, and Jace Joseph, 2.

The couple had been open about overcoming marital strife when Caussin was unfaithful. He was later treated for sex addiction and the duo was working on their issues.

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When her divorce papers were finalized, Kramer penned her emotional reaction on social media. “Taking a minute to reflect on set,” 她写了 alongside a picture of a dock on the water. “Today has not been easy and I didn’t know if I would even say anything.

Caussin and Kramer share two kids together.

Caussin and Kramer share two kids together. (Photo by Presley Ann/WireImage)

But I got the ‘final’ call that I’m officially divorced and the tears came,” Kramer admitted. “My first feeling was failure. That I failed my kids. That I was unlovable, 不够. I had moments of anger that I never wanted this for my reality, for my kids.

I didn’t fail my kids. I’m showing them a strong momma and I’ll continue to do that and walk away knowing I did everything I could,” 她继续. “This isn’t the end…it’s just the beginning of my story and I’m excited, 有希望的, and ready to continue the healing so I can be stronger, and love deeper.

The Hallmark star was spotted out on an alleged date with Jay Cutler, who was formerly married to Kristin Cavallari.

贾娜·克雷默(Jana Kramer), Jay Cutler and guests attend the opening of The Twelve Thirty Club rooftop in Nashville.

贾娜·克雷默(Jana Kramer), Jay Cutler and guests attend the opening of The Twelve Thirty Club rooftop in Nashville. (Photo by Jason Bihler Photography)

Jay and Jana had a lot they bonded over with how their divorces played out,” a source previously told 人物杂志.

福克斯新闻’ Nate Day contributed to this report.