ジェシージェームスデッカーは、うつ病との闘いを明らかにします: 'It's up-and-down'

デッカー, 34, 彼女に記入する長いInstagramの投稿を書いた 4.1 million followers on the struggles she’s been facing in her life and country music career.

“オープンで正直になりたい,” 彼女は書いた. “I have struggled the last couple of years. It’s up-and-down. There have been really beautiful, amazing moments but also some pretty low lows.

The reason why I want to share this is because I think I got to a place where I was trying to hide my vulnerabilities because if I made everything look great all the time it would hide my internal struggles.

Jessie James Decker opened up about her depression in a lengthy Instagram post.

Jessie James Decker opened up about her depression in a lengthy Instagram post. (John Wolfsohn)

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I have also always felt a duty to make people smile and happy or laugh and always be that bubbly girl. I have a very blessed life with healthy children and an incredible loving rock of a husband. But I have definitely struggled these past couple years. My anxiety has gotten worse, my self-esteem, my confidence.

リアリティTVスター, who appeared on her own show “エリック & ジェシー,” is married to former NFL wide receiver Eric Decker. The two share three kids together — Vivianne Rose, エリック “BubbyThomas II and Forrest Bradley.

Decker also noted that she’s been struggling with issues in her country music career.

ジェシー, who is married to Eric Decker, touched on the issues she's been dealing with in her life.

ジェシー, who is married to Eric Decker, touched on the issues she’s been dealing with in her life. (Terry Wyatt/WireImage)

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I’ve been wanting to be a country singer since I was nine years old and sometimes, I feel like I’m constantly in a battle with the rest of the industry to prove to them that I’m not just a TV personality or an influencer because that has outshined by music.

As a women [ママ] に 2022, I don’t understand why I can’t have a family, publish books, own a fashion brand, be an influencer, and do TV without being questioned if I take my music career seriously just because I’ve chosen to dream big.

Decker has previously been open about dealing with body-shaming online. スーパーボウルが近づくにつれ、ロサンゼルスはホームレスの危機を隠したい, she spoke out about the issue after sharing photos of herself in a bikini.

The reality TV star also talked about struggling to be taken seriously as a country music artist.

The reality TV star also talked about struggling to be taken seriously as a country music artist. (ゲッティイメージズ)

It’s pretty awful, and I cannot believe this is still happening in the world — that people are doing this,” 彼女はその時に言った. “はい, I have gained weight, 100 パーセント. I used to obsessed over it. I tried to stay a certain weight, そして最近では, 過去1年間, I decided to just let myself live.

I work out, and I eat what I want, そして私 100 percent am 10 pounds heavier than I used to be.

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