デッカー, 34, 彼女に記入する長いInstagramの投稿を書いた 4.1 million followers on the struggles she’s been facing in her life and country music career.
“オープンで正直になりたい,” 彼女は書いた. “I have struggled the last couple of years. It’s up-and-down. There have been really beautiful, amazing moments but also some pretty low lows.
“The reason why I want to share this is because I think I got to a place where I was trying to hide my vulnerabilities because if I made everything look great all the time it would hide my internal struggles.
“I have also always felt a duty to make people smile and happy or laugh and always be that bubbly girl. I have a very blessed life with healthy children and an incredible loving rock of a husband. But I have definitely struggled these past couple years. My anxiety has gotten worse, my self-esteem, my confidence.”
リアリティTVスター, who appeared on her own show “エリック & ジェシー,” is married to former NFL wide receiver Eric Decker. The two share three kids together — Vivianne Rose, エリック “Bubby” Thomas II and Forrest Bradley.
Decker also noted that she’s been struggling with issues in her country music career.
“I’ve been wanting to be a country singer since I was nine years old and sometimes, I feel like I’m constantly in a battle with the rest of the industry to prove to them that I’m not just a TV personality or an influencer because that has outshined by music.
“As a women [ママ] に 2022, I don’t understand why I can’t have a family, publish books, own a fashion brand, be an influencer, and do TV without being questioned if I take my music career seriously just because I’ve chosen to dream big.”
Decker has previously been open about dealing with body-shaming online. スーパーボウルが近づくにつれ、ロサンゼルスはホームレスの危機を隠したい, she spoke out about the issue after sharing photos of herself in a bikini.
“It’s pretty awful, and I cannot believe this is still happening in the world — that people are doing this,” 彼女はその時に言った. “はい, I have gained weight, 100 パーセント. I used to obsessed over it. I tried to stay a certain weight, そして最近では, 過去1年間, I decided to just let myself live.
“I work out, and I eat what I want, そして私 100 percent am 10 pounds heavier than I used to be.”