保琳娜·波里兹科娃 (Paulina Porizkova) 在 Instagram 上泪流满面,同时在他去世两年后纪念里克·奥卡塞克 (Ric Ocasek)

“Instagram的哭泣的女士,” she wrote alongside a one-minute video of herself sobbing in bed on Thursday. “这对我来说真的是非常艰难的一周. (我丈夫的死亡日, becoming an empty nester and finding out I’m not as loveable as I thought I was).”

模型, 56, said she couldn’tpretendshe wasn’t experiencing a painful influx ofgrief, heartbreak and the utter sense of being aloneas she looked back on her decades-long relationship with Ocasek.

The Cars 主唱 died of natural causes at age 75 在9月. 15, 2019, at his New York City home. One year prior, Porizkova and Ocasek filed for divorce but had not separated and were still living together.

PAULINA PORIZKOVA SHARES MAKEUP-FREE PIC, OPENS UP ABOUT ‘THE BEST PLIMENT’ SHE’S RECEIVED IN ‘YEARS’

Paulina Porizkova looked back on her relationship with Ric Ocasek during the anniversary of the Cars frontman's death.

Paulina Porizkova looked back on her relationship with Ric Ocasek during the anniversary of the Cars frontman’s death. (照片由 John Parra/Getty Images for Sports Illustrated)

As previously reported, Ocasek secretly cut her out of his will before his unexpected death, which forced Porizkova to rely on friends to pay for groceries and to sell the couple’s Gramercy Park abode.

In her Thursday post, Porizkova preemptively clapped back at haters who might criticize her for documenting her breakdown on social media.

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All of you who wonder why and how the hell I manage to do a video of myself when I’m so hurt- it’s a good question,” 她写了. “The action of setting a camera and turning it on breaks the moment of the emotional wave, so one has to wait for it to come back.

The morning I shot this, I was so raw I spent the whole day crying, so setting a camera wasn’t an issue. I couldn’t have NOT cried.

Although the Czech-born beauty is unsure if her Instagram post isan act of stupidity or courage,” she acknowledged that it has provided a sense of relief after years of maintaining a stoic disposition.

As all my loved ones can attest, I was the woman who never cried. 决不. Only secretly, in shadows. Showing myself this vulnerable is probably like you showing US a naked unflattering photo of yourself,” 她继续. “This is me at my most vulnerable. My most naked.

Porizkova concluded her post by saying she hashit the bottombut isready to emergeas a new woman: “Next week, expect to see me with three baby dragons.

The former Sports Illustrated stunner cried on Instagram back in August and claimed she wasblindsidedby someone’sbetrayal.Although no names were mentioned, she split from Aaron Sorkin earlier this year after three months of dating publicly.

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